I Just Don’t Know What To Think

This past month, I have been dealing with servere issues. I have been dizzy with headaches and passing out, nausea, vomiting, blurred vision, confusion, losing feelings in my legs, just feeling like I am constantly car sick. I was sent for a CT scan and was told I have masses in my brain, and I am going for an MRI this upcoming week, and I can honestly say I’m petrified. Having a brain tumor is scary within itself, having a cancerous brain tumor is a totally different ball game. I am a high school senior with a bright future ahead of me, I can just see it. What will I do if it is cancerous? How will I be able to finish school with my graduating class? How will I get to college on time?

How will I? How will I? How will I?

I just don’t know what to think. I don’t know what to do. And I definitely don’t know where to go for support.

December 8, 2012 by  
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  • Maddy

    Well you have found a place of support. As a fellow teenager, I understand how terrified you must feel. I personally don’t have cancer, but I am someone to talk to if you ever just need to talk.
    email: graphicbirdie@gmail.com

    I am so sorry that you are going through this, and I wish you the best of luck on your MRI. If you have anything I can do to support you, feel free to ask me! That’s what I am here for.

    I understand your fears, and I just want you to know that whatever happens, happens. If you don’t graduate with your class, life will still go on. Don’t spend you’r time worring about your future, just take it as it comes.

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