Help ppl think ima dude

I was diagnosed with AML back in december 11 2010. And i have lost all my hair(which is my pride) i was very strong bout it but now im startin to wear down because ppl are confusing me for a guy and im really upset bout it. my friends dont get it and idk what to do. someone please contact me. btw im 17

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel guilty because when I’m at the hospital for a month or more my sisters at home fight, a lot and I know a lot of it is because my mother isn’t there to help them with the tough stuff, and stress, I know it isn’t my fault but I stil think if I hadn’t got cancer, none of this would be happening.

War

Everything changes during a moment

Someone’s life begins while another ends

A smile turns into a frown

A room full of people turns into nothing

Everything you ever wanted to do,

Vanishes

Nothing else matters

Nothing else is important

You no longer belong to yourself

Everything you use to love,

no longer holds interest for you

Peace is no longer found in faces or places

War is lurking around th corner

The only thing that matters

The only thing that is important

Surviving.